Thursday, February 19

Failure

"I don't understand why. Why things always seems to go wrong?
No matter how hard I try, I will eventually fail again.
Tried and tried, failed and failed again. When is this going to end?

I really tried my best. But I'm still really weak at it.
I guess my capabilities are only up to this level. 
I really can't do it, my mind is just blank
Maybe I'm just bound to fail. I am a failure.

I just want things to be right, I just want to do well.
Even if I cant do well, why can't I just have a bit of result?
Why can't let me see that there is still some hope that I can?

I'm tired of hoping, waiting and trying.
It really hurts whenever I failed. It makes me lose hopes.
Will things ever get better? 

I'm not sure how long I can endure this.
It's been so long, should I just give up?
Shouldn't I know that I just can't?

How long have I tried? How long am I stuck?
But looking at the times I keep on trying, how long have I not give up?
Thinking back on how much I tried and tried, I have walk this far.
Won't it be a pity to give up now after so long?

Isn't every step of failure, a step closer to success?
If I never give up, will I succeed one day? 
I will really fail forever if I give up today.

Look at the people who never give up and invents many great things.
If I give up today, I will never know that I can succeed.
It's hard, but if it is too easy, would I really want it in the first place?
How much do I want it? Why did I even start from the beginning?

"Everything is impossible, until you experience it."
It's tough, but it makes one grows stronger.
Till the day I succeed, I will continue trying."

~ Anonymous